I don’t knowing if I am out of danger but I feel better.

I look around me for signs for my sanity. I look around to see if I am going to make it. I look for my self in crowded rooms and trains.

I look for my reality in the midst of my noisy mind.

I look for my heart in the middle of thorny critics and vicious fans.

I look for my breath in the middle of a winter winds of deep fake friends.

I don’t know if I will make it .

But I feel better .