“Every individual acts and suffers in accordance with his peculiar teleology, which has all the inevitability of fate, so long as he does not understand it.” - Alfred Adler. While reading Alfred Adler, the 20th century Austrian psychotherapist, i learnt why dealing with neglect in early life can end up…

And escape from the `master’ mind. — If material success is not filling you up— you might be enslaved by your `master’ mind. You need to find a way to your `heightened self’. On the summit of my success, i found the unclimbed mountain of my self. …I had this shocking realization at the height of my…

Freedom and the 9 movements to get there. — “Is it possible to wake up some mornings and feel incapable of loving…when you feel nothing…nothing at all.”- a text from a very happy, successful friend this morning. I was there. Caged in a gemstone mind. With a glass full of goal coins and yet desperately thirsty for joy. Unable…

Notes while reading Carl R. Rogers — On Becoming a Person. — Underneath all my research into resolving my self-doubts, fears and paranoia lies one central search…a search for uncovering my real self. This book found me and gave me some answers. So I thought I should share some of what I found. “It seems to me that at the bottom each…

Chapter 49: The Precious Pickup — “When a man is pushed, tormented, defeated, he has a chance to learn something.”― Ralph Waldo Emerson Tears rolling down her cheeks, Laura rushed past Stephan, wrapped her arms tightly around Senn, and wept with unbridled joy. Senn held her tight as tears gushed out from him and choked all…

Chapter 48: The Rendezvous in The Dark — “Man is not what he thinks he is, he is what he hides.” ― André Malraux Senn jolted out of bed in a sweat. He'd had that dream again, sinking helplessly into a dark, freezing ocean, unable to move a muscle. …

Chapter 47: The Veiled Threat — “Facts are threatening to those invested in fraud.” ― DaShanne Stokes A beaming Col. Taino strode toward Senn and hugged him like he was welcoming back a long-lost friend. Senn was delighted, too, as they embraced and sized up each other. So much had happened to them in the last…

Chapter 46: The Phone Call — “There is always a pleasure in unravelling a mystery, in catching at the gossamer clue which will guide to certainty.”― Elizabeth Gaskell, Mary Barton Anna's frantic phone call had left Senn confused. Her conviction that the Police were killing Mafia drug lords as revenge for the attempt on Col. Taino's…

Chapter 45: The Curious Cover Up — “The way to find a needle in a haystack is to sit down.” ― Beryl Markham, West with the Night It'd already been 24 hours since Antonio's death, but the Police had kept the news a secret. It had not made it on any newspaper or internet channel. …